I felt weak yesterday when my husband came home. I told my family I felt overwhelmed and needed to spend some time by myself away from home. My Mother has never and would never say those words to her family. I cannot be as perfect as she is, I believe she is a saint. I strive to be as kind, loving and caring as she is. She is one of the strongest women I have ever known. Anyway, back to my weak moment in time, I cried and apologized for feeling this way. Of course they understood how I felt, were supportive and gave me my space for the evening. How blessed am I?
All I could think about afterwards was my mother, brother and sister’s. They are all strong individuals that deal with more than I ever have. I am blessed to still have a husband alive and by my side. They are not so lucky. So, how could I have felt that way? Why did I speak those words? I had started to focus on getting organized and actually made some progress. What happened? What caused this weakness? Was it the presence of my supportive husband? I am sharing this with all of you because I believe our illness causes us to feel this way. What do you think?
I pray and hope everyone has a pain and fatigue free day.
Fibro Viv
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